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  • Sometimes I Wish I Had Poetic Talent

    Twilight over the river Aude, Hérault, Langued...
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    Well… I was walking near one of the canals in Tottenham Hale towards the twilight (not that twilight, ugh, I can’t even use this word without sparkly cheesy connotations any more, bless you whatever-is-your-name-woman-who-invented-sparkly-vampires-sensitive-to-the-humans’-emotions) and it just felt … umm… like poetry.

    If you watched the video before reading this post, then, very good, if you didn’t please watch it. It’s basically a poem by Mihai Eminescu, something of a lullaby, but also describing nature going to sleep. I won’t go into interpretations (just search for “Somnoroase pasarele” – if you know Romanian – or “Drowsy birds” could be its English translation: find the poem here, in Romanian, English, Hungarian, Modern and Ancient Chinese). Here are the lyrics as translated in English (from that site – the version which is really nice, not the other one, *cough* Sleepy Birds… But it still can’t catch the nuances that it does in the Romanian language, it’s maybe why they say poetry can’t really be translated, it can be at most re-written, but its form and rhythm are built within the music of certain language and that language alone):

    Drowsy birds

    Drowsy birds at even gliding,
    Round about their nests alight,
    In among the branches hiding…
    Dear, good night!

    Silence through the forest creeping,
    Lullaby the river sighs;
    In the garden flowers sleeping…
    Shut your eyes!

    Glides the swan among the rushes
    To its rest where moonlight gleams,
    And the angels’ whisper hushes…
    Peaceful dreams!

    O’er the sky stars without number,
    On the earth a silver light;
    All is harmony and slumber…
    Dear, good night!

    (trad. de Corneliu M. Popescu)

    Well, anyway… While I was walking along the water – and feeling guilty that I forgot to take some treats with me again and all the birds were looking at me quite irritated – I felt like singing this song (because it was made a song by George Popescu) while I was watching everything natural and human going to sleep. At times like this I really wish I were a poet, but for some reason I can’t find words (that is poetic words that can describe an image or another), it feels really difficult to give shape to feelings – especially if they’re complex and include a whole pantheon of elements.

    Well, I was thinking that Eminescu must have taken a walk like me, some 200 years ago. The only difference? He wrote a poem, which was given music, and which is now a part of the Romanian heritage. What did I do? A blog post. A conventional blog post, with a YouTube video link. It’s not that I want to point at myself and say “Sinner, heathen, stupid, whatever”… It’s just that I wish I could write a poem as simple and beautiful as that. Plus, if in the 1880s, if there had been such a thing as blogging, I guess he’d be blogging too. And most likely not the poems and nice stuff, but normal, opinionated, perhaps even politically incorrect posts.

    But don’t let me destroy the dreamy feeling I have with silly assumptions. I’ll leave you with the drowsy birds and bid you a very good, peaceful night!

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  • On standard sentences, political correctness and reciting poems dictated by Scaraotsky

    Wooden Chair
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    This is not a new idea, nor is it new as compared to other posts I’ve made in this blog (here, or here for example) or in other places, but I never addressed this issue in its own blog post.

    Romanian has an expression that can be literally translated in English as wooden language. I am not sure about the equivalent in English, but this wooden language represents the words, sentences and phrases used in official/professional environments in order to express standard ideas or qualities using key concepts (such as the “turning any obstacle into an opportunity”, or even professional jargon when talking about notion blocks inserted into every-day or official conversation.

    This wooden language is very common. Even though it may take different forms, according to each context and political, social and/or religious situation, it can reach a point of crisis: when it’s emptied of its original – positive? – sense, like a fly is empty after the spider has feasted with its insides.

    This type of language can be particularly dangerous when it’s repetition is pushed towards the subconscious. That is, when it’s more than just background noise, it is a message that is being transmitted on invisible waves. In any case, this becomes something like radio waves: we don’t see them, but we are perfectly aware of their existence and effect. In other words, the worst threat is the one that you don’t even know of.

    One of the most common standardized wooden language (in the West, at least) is the one related to political correctness and with anything that deals with or contains the word “sustainable.” The expressions were created to replace other notions that are now considered rude or insulting (such as fat, short, skinny, etc.), but have already surpassed their original positive intention and have become utterly ridiculous. I am not saying political correctness is ridiculous, I am referring strictly to the terms used.

    Human beings are a very interesting species. We like to think we’re individuals, but the things we are most proud is our association with external entities (from bands to companies) and our very original ideas were planted in our heads through different methods. Such methods include as diverse sources as: repetition in school lessons, commercials, movies, music. From this point on, the notions are somewhere we can’t see, but every time we are confronted with a situation similar or identical to our trigger, the bomb sets off out of nowhere.

    So… Wooden or golden, language can be quite tricky, especially when trying to express something original, or when trying (and succeeding) to brainwash somebody by means of word-repetition.

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  • Dreamers

    Back and forth, left to right,

    like a moth around a candle,

    like a bat in flight.

    Hand and eye mesmerized,

    watching the slash of blazing

    colors criss-cross, collide,

    slowly erasing and trace of

    the screaming face that stares

    at me starkly from each blank

    canvas, like a maniac unleashed;

    until it is magically replaced

    by occult incantations and

    voodoo rites which people

    take for art – line, form, hues,

    shapes, all rainbows in a

    mindscape of amazing grace.

    It is cold in the studio, dead

    of winter in the windows, sky

    a shroud, yet fever bright from

    incandescent light.  I shiver and

    inhale another coffin nail.  On

    the canvas, faceless strangers

    come and go, as shadows

    sweep across a land where

    mists envelope each pale

    ghost lost in a nimbus about

    to disappear like smoke, until

    finally there is nothing, no

    beginning and no ending. nor

    anything in between, except

    life’s dream.

     

  • Call 911

    CALL 911

     The country is upside down.

    The three stooges, somehow,

    got control of the buttons:

    Mickey Mouse is in charge

    of the House, Goofy the Senate,

    Snidely Whiplash Wall Street,

    and Timothy Leary the electorate.

    Cartoon characters acid trip across

    my cable news like narco-induced

    comic strip looney tunes. The

    Pentagon is under the joint control

    of Daffy Duck and Attila the Hun.

    Soupy Sales clones are in charge of

    the cities, while the Nutty Professor

    oversees the universities and the

    Keystone Cops patrol the crumbling

    neighborhoods. Call the cavalry!

    Call the infantry!  Call Mighty Mouse!

    Dick Tracey!  The lame, sick, halt,

    blind, yearning to be free of misery

    are about to be thrown out into the

    streets when they lose their Medicare

    and Social Security!  Call Batman!

    Superman!  The Green Lantern!

    Spiderman!  There must be a better

    way to handle this situation, before

    we all succumb to the disintegration

    of life as we’ve known it and know

    it should be! Where are all our

    superheroes anyway?

     

    BORN TO LOSE

    Like a death rattle of wind chimes

    playing the desperate cry’s of hard

    times, through dark, despairing notes

    across the shivering rhythms of their

    hearts and souls, the lost generation

    wanders the recession, searching for

    salvation from life’s regression, hoping

    too little, too late won’t come from

    whatever can change their fate.

    It’s the music sensation that’s sweeping

    the nation – the beat of a dream’s retreat.

    You can hear it in Chicago, in the Motor

    City, in Philadelphia, PA, Kansas City,

    down in New Orleans, all across the

    country.

     

    OUR TOWN

    The streets, here, remember nothing

    that matters.  Night and day, the

    pounding of machinery from the

    smoke-stacked factories, punctuated

    by the rumble of freight trains, is the

    dream-stream that babbles through

    your brain from waking to sleeping,

    and in a muffled way, dreaming to

    waking.  Funerals, weddings, the

    patriotic holiday festivities, vary them,

    now and then, with small gatherings

    of working class men, women and their

    children.  But they quickly return to their

    ghost-walked dead ends, amidst clouds

    of smoke and bunkered down residents.

    These are mean streets, at best, lost in an

    existential forgetfulness, much diminished

    from the times that created them, when

    hard labor brought enough pay to enrich

    them – days when the incessant pounding

    didn’t take its toll on your soul because at

    the end of each your life had something to

    show.  These are streets which no longer

    care to remember, but occasionally

    reminisce about the good old days and

    tales of lost bliss.  Memories, here, are

    like pennies now, all from heaven, of

    course, because life is precious, yet at

    the same time worthless.  One each day,

    perhaps for your thoughts, which you

    lose as you collect them to the wishing

    wells of Time’s misfortune, dreaming of

    other streets you might have walked, long

    ago, when legend proposed they were

    paved with gold.

  • How Different Are We, Really?

    LYS89girl
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    I was thinking this while seeing different families with small children.

    Don’t we all have the same problems as children?

    -I want something but adults say I can’t so I behave badly.

    -I don’t want something but adults say I have to so I behave badly.

    Don’t we all have the same problems as parents?

    -I’m ashamed my child is behaving badly.

    -I don’t know what to do to make my child shut up/behave.

    -Some people smile or react when they see my child. Why? Should I worry?

    -Some people are bothered by my child. What should I do?

    And so on…

    Just thinking about these problems… It doesn’t matter the colour, the ethnicity, etc… when it comes to problems with children and such… Or… does it?

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